From the beginning, covered by blood,
Surrounded by surgeons, your cord of life is cut,
The first touch is a strike to make sure you are alive,
The first sound is a shout of your own lungs as a cry.
Fighting for life, helpless, all you can do is beg,
Dependent of a host, sleepless, manifested into the person you are,
Programmed with truths that are false from the roots,
you grow up believing things far from being the truth,
Wasted energy on inherited ideologies,
Corrupted mind with a preset personalities,
thoroughly damaged, resuming a borrowed life,
Blinded by the powers beyond your own control,
Restless with your own demons and an insatiable need for alcohol,
A neuroses war breaks down your core,
A conflict of the soul, burnt emotions as the heart turns sore,
Schizoid isolation, self hate and tragic thoughts,
Build anxiety, sadness and depression,
of an irritable anger and mental confusion,
Blinded by the powers beyond your own control,
Restless with your own demons and an insatiable need for alcohol,
Destroying all consciousness whether of others or your own,
A feeling of satisfaction from spreading the death of hope,
An instinct nourished by the hate of the world,
and once tamed by medicine, all hell is contained,
To make of you another shadow until the day you die,
and another human is born by blood to live the same old lie.
Programmed with truths that are false from the roots,
you grow up believing things far from being the truth,
Blinded by the powers beyond your own control,
Restless with your own demons and an insatiable need for alcohol.
supported by 5 fans who also own “Neurotic Breakdown”
It comes straight down from the wrenching and wrenched soul.
No, it is this soul/s/ itself. Reach for it if you dare.
And drop EVERYTHING to listen. YomaBarr
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